Be kind to yourself. Stay more in the present moment. You are trying to do all of the things you need to do at once instead of pacing yourself or developing a plan. Because you are so overwhelmed with the amount of work, you are shutting down.
Let the Light in so you can see what you are doing. Let the Light shine into your overwhelm, your perfectionism, your fear so that you may see it for what it is: a human belief; a darkness; a heavy energy; a lie you tell yourself; an illusion; a black-out curtain trying to stop the light from coming in; or an excuse to not be who you really are.
Throw back the heavy curtains of human disbelief and see yourself as you really are already shining in the darkness. Be aware. Be present. Let your light shine!